Category: Personal Journeys

Feeling Lucky

Several months ago I was at the store with a friend, we were picking something up and I was just along for the trip. While standing there waiting for her, I felt a strong pull to go look at some bracelets. I felt a strange sensation on my wrist like something was missing and the…
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Fire

Reconnecting with Lucifer

So many demons that I worked with growing up who saw me through the worst of my life and were with me for the best, my time with them slipped away when I fell to stress… Lucifer was one of those demons.  Lucifer who I used to talk to daily, who I would channel for my husband,…
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Christmas Mammon

Lessons from Mammon : The Christmas Mammon

I have started the new lessons with Mammon and I have to say it has been quite the transition.  Everything I once again thought I knew has been being challenged and he is once again working on shifting my mindset and opening me up to new perspectives. I am also needing to be constantly present, for…
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Don't Waste Your Time

Lesson from Mammon : Don’t Waste Your Time

Mammon:  You know you have been wasting so much time on things that just don’t matter. It is time.  You have had your time to lament and whine over what happened.  You have healed and worked hard to reclaim your power.  Now it is time to shed this skin and leave it behind. It is time to let it…
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Drama

Lessons from Mammon: Dealing with Drama.

I slumped down in my bed, I wanted to hide, I wanted to be hidden from the world. My personality type is not one that handles this well.  I was never good at understanding these things.  I was and still am introverted and have a very hard time with social things.  I feel things, I feel everything and…
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Mental Mastery

A Gift from Azazel

Azazel: Are you ready to learn your next focusing lesson? I smiled at him.  It was nice to be on track working with him again.  My schedule with him had been so scattered in the last few years with all the madness and growth that I was really happy that now he and I were working together…
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Addiction

Mammon and the Mind – Part 4 : Addictions

This is a continuation from this post…. Mammon and the Mind – Part 3 : Shifting Realities I remember having many conversations with Mammon and his children who came through.  All of them share a similar view of addictions and how it can destroy and crush the mind.  Addictions themselves are bindings, they cling on to a particular…
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Palace Gates

So you want to work with Mammon?

Prepare for ultimate destruction… And I mean this… no matter how many times I tell people… When you work with Mammon… he is going to make life-changing changes in your life.  This is what he does and he is good at it.  Energy vibration wise.. there is no success in the vibration that you currently have or…
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Mammon Title

Curses Clashing with Success

I have been asked this many times. Why does the curse not work? Why is my enemy not crushed and destroyed? There is a very simple and easy answer for this. It is because they are part of your growth. This doesn’t mean they won’t get theirs, and when they do your demons will make…
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Leviathan

Leviathan… Lord of Emotions and the Sacral Chakra

I have been doing a lot of exploring with the chakras. There are many demons that have deep and profound understandings of the chakras and I really love to hear their insight on it. Lord Leviathan is one who I have intimately worked with. This amazing Dark Lord of the Abyss and the Depth has…
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My Own Skin

Being Happy in my Skin.

Doing these youtube videos, I am facing a lot of things,  my old self, the side of me that was not confident.  I am facing things I used to believe, thoughts that held me back, and limited my growth.  I am really looking at what used to define me and challenging myself to grow.  I have to admit I…
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