Tag: Lessons from Mammon

Faith and Transformation

A Dance with Mammon  Part 5: Faith and Transformation 

Continued from here..   The Breaking Point   I wished for it all to break and again it did.  Unlike the first break, this one tore through my soul.  I could not believe the level of destruction that followed.  I had a plan. Mammon didn’t like that plan.  In the last moment he possessed me and I remember how…
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Broken Glass

A Dance with Mammon – Part 3 : Breaking down

This is a post series that is continued from here.   Golden Idols  I remember this time in my life well. It was absolutely fascinating on so many levels.  I cannot even begin to describe.  I was a personal assistant of a woman who was incredibly powerful.  She had ins with everyone.  I met some of the most powerful…
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Trial and error

A Dance with Mammon – Part 2 : Trial and Error

Continued from this post here… Happiness before the Storm. So I did what Mammon said.  I read the books and I did it dutifully.  I worked my way through those books and even when they frustrated me, I read them.  I started to enjoy it actually, it was really nice to just be able to sit and read…
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Lessons from Mammon: Dealing with Drama.

I slumped down in my bed, I wanted to hide, I wanted to be hidden from the world. My personality type is not one that handles this well.  I was never good at understanding these things.  I was and still am introverted and have a very hard time with social things.  I feel things, I feel everything and…
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