Cursing unintentionally with erratic emotions
Curses – They come in all shapes and sizes and can vary on power and force. Though there is one type curse in particular that I would like to talk about. Most of us who walk this path can understand how powerful the mind is and how potent out thoughts can be. Those of us who have walked this path for a long time understand the importance of mental mastery and being in a contemplative mode over a reactive mode.
One of the reasons mental mastery is so imporant is that when you begin to understand your power and gain control of the energies around you, is that you can accidentally hurt someone by intent. Just by getting annoyed and frustrated at someone and lashing out at them you can accidentally send a ball of negative energy at them without even wanting to. One who is of a powerful mind needs to be in control of the energies they are sending out and who they might be sending energy to.
I was talking to a friend of mine who walks a darker path and he was telling me how when he was younger he got horrible mad at someone and verbally lashed out at them. He said he could feel the hatred and anger towards this person and was so upset with them. The next day this person who he was angry at ended up in the hospital. He was very temperamental and when he was upset he often lost his temper and found that unfortunite things would happen to those he lashed out at.
I told him this was becasue he was lacking Mental Mastery. When he lashed out, even verbally, at these people he was creating a semi curse and was essentially hurling it at them without intending to. Now mind you, such a curse usually would not be as extreme as a crafted curse, or a ritual curse, but a negative energy curse can still do some damage. In rare cases, depending on the power of the individual, it can do some extreme damages. The intense enegies of rage being blasted at another, combined with an esoteric and magickal background can form into an energy that resembles a curse. This negative energy when directed at another, especially in you are speaking to that person can hit them hard and it can hurt them, manifesting in a variety of ways.
One thing being on this path has trained me to do is to fall into reflective mode over reactive mode. If something lashed out at me or verbally goes after me I will actually stop and not respond right away. I need to calm myself, center myself and respond from a place of logic and clarity.
If the situation is extreme and an emotional response happens it will manifest as Anxiety cause I know what a lash out fom me can potentially do. So I will point it inward and ground myself. I try to just remain calm and grounded, but if I need to I have a back up to prevent a curse from forming and hurling itself at the one who has harrmed me. I work at mental mastery daily. I had an experience which showed me just how dangerous it can be when one allows their negative energies to inpact those around them. I was talking to a women, this was a day after the horrible energy healer ripped my heart chakra. I was still bleeding DDE and another woman told me I had to forgive and let go and was being really fluffy. I remember looking at her and she said my eyes went black and she actually started grabbing at her skin and she snapped at me “STOP IT, IT HURTS!” I snapped myself out of it, and realized I had just hit her with a large dose of DDE. She told me that it took her two weeks for the pain to go away. I had not intended to hurt her, It was an accident, but right there it demonstrated just how powerful our energies can be when combined with emotions that are out of control.
For all my knoweldge in curses, I dont cast them that often, because for me, they have to be warrented, I do not take this frivilously or lightly, and I will assess everything, ruiling out all physical measures that can be taken before I will even consider a curse.
When you practise, watch your emotions, they can unintentionally hurt someone and in some cases, if someone is powerful, they can accudentally curse someone. My friend put a few people in the hospital before he got his emotions undercontrol. If one can sense and knows how to deal with these energies it is usually not so bad, especially if they have shields. but an individual who does not have spiritual knowledge and knows nothing about shields, they can get pretty hurt.
Mental Mastery, the third foundational skill! Very important!
My story is different in that I have had no training, in this lifetime, in using magic, black or white. It happened a long time ago, in the mid- 90’s.
I had returned to school to learn photography, Saturdays were free time in the darkroom to develop film, make prints or work on projects. There was a young woman working the equipment check-out counter that I was strongly attracted to. I had never seen her before, I don’t remember now what here story was, I was kinda flirting with her, just talking, when a young man strode up to the counter.
From the way they talked, they obviously knew one anther. I didn’t like him the instant I saw him. He started hitting on the woman quite directly, and being a man with long, thick, flowing blonde hair, six or seven days of beard growth and “chiseled” features, “ruggedly handsome” is the phrase, I believe, her attention turned totally to him. I said something stupid, I don’t remember what, but I knew it was stupid the moment I said it.
Mr Studly replied with a piece of withering sarcasm that had the woman laughing…hard. I don’t remember what he said but in deeply, and I mean deeply, humiliated me. I turned and went into the darkroom to make prints when an urge came to me. I turned and faced the wall that separated us, I could feel him through the wall, my Little Voice told me not to do what I was about to do, I took a deep breath and asked I don’t remember who for dark energy that would really fuck this guy up. I visualized malevolent energy building up in my Third Chakra, move up my spine and ooze out on my crown chakra.
It was deep scarlet and black in color, it moved like smoke, curling and winding it’s way down and across my extended left arm. My Little Voice was screaming at me to stop Right Now, before it was too late. I visualized the guy standing at the counter, still laughing at me, I told the energy to go and enter him. I said, “Go and fuck him up BAD I don’t care what you do or how you do it, I don’t care if you kill him, but go and attach yourself to him, stay with him until the deed is done.” Or words to that effect.
The energy moved off my arm, twisting in the air like a snake made of scarlet smoke, it passed through the wall and I could sense it infuse his entire aura until the only color it possessed was deep scarlet.
I then “snapped out of it”. I did not realize that I had placed myself in a trance state, a pretty deep one, the whole time I was doing this. I turned and started making prints. By the time the studio was closing, the young woman and the man were gone. I never saw either of them again and I wondered how this was going to hit him.
I had no doubt that it would. I knew it would at some point, I felt great satisfaction at this. It was going to be a pretty good day after all.