It’s been quite an incredible time. 2017 opened many things that needed to be healed, with 2018 finalizing and completing them. I know for me personally I was faced with one thing I had feared for four years. It is interesting when your fears are realized. Mammon aligned it so that I would be faced with this. In fact looking back on everything, it is amazing how perfectly it was aligned and set up. I feared this one event. Then it finally happened, and you know what? It wasn’t that bad…. It happened and it was actually empowering. It was one of the most empowering moments of my life because I not only rose to the challenge, I released blocks that had held me back.
Wow, what a powerful lesson that was and honestly it allowed me to release almost all of my anxiety. Fear is one thing that we work to conquer on the LHP. It is something that we work to understand and control. Fear can be healthy, but it can also be detrimental for one’s growth and one’s health. When we can conquer our fear and rise above it, it takes us to another level.
Mammon: How was it?
Me: It really wasn’t that bad, I cannot believe I was worried about it all this time.
Mammon: Yes, it’s nice to have it out of the way. Now you know and realize that when what you think is the worst happens, it really isn’t that bad at all. Sometimes when you know that you have to face something to heal, it is best to just get it out of the way. That is why I had you follow the initial course. You did seek to prolong it, and you did, but look at what happened when it all finally crashed. People are going to say what they want, in fact I will go so far as to say if you do not have haters, you are doing something wrong.
Me: I know, it was like nothing. I am so ready to leave this place behind and to rise up and grow. I know that 2018 is going to be wonderful, and clearing out that old block, it just opened so many doors! I am really excited!
Mammon: Yes there are now endless possibilities for creation and growth. You have big plans for S&S, they are going to be a lot of work, but with focus and commitment you will be able to attain them all.
Sometimes our biggest enemy is our own fear. I knew this intellectually, but I never fully understood it until I had to face my own nightmare of a fear, which I know is part of the LHP. Once it was over my entire mindset shifted and I started to see these things not as something that I should worry about, but something that I should get excited about. When our fears come to the surface and challenge us to change, they also challenge us to grow and take on an entirely new perspective. As humans we all have fears. Mental mastery calls on us to control ourselves without shutting out what is going on, for we need to understand our fears. They give clues as to what is going on in the subconscious. These clues open up the holds that imprison us. They lead us to that which we have to release in order to move to the next level. The bigger you get, the more you have to face the things that are holding you back. I had to face a very large one.
When the worst finally happens we have a choice, we can let it destroy us, or we can rise above it and realize it wasn’t that bad. Let’s look at it, 1 year from now is it even going to be a big thing? No, it probably will be forgotten next week. We meet people who threaten us, intimidate us, try to blackmail us, but at the end of the day it doesn’t matter what words they say. What matters is what you know to be true. Don’t let anyone hold you back or stop you. One thing that I have learned is the higher we rise vibrationally, the more people are going to come and try to knock us down. These people are low vibrational and have no idea about abundance vibrations or what it takes to create something incredible. You can either spend your life creating and building, or spend it knocking others down, you cannot do both. Be very careful where you are directing your energies to.
There is nothing like facing an experience like this. It will test your very being but it will show your strength, your power and your confidence. It will show you that in the end it will all be ok. You can rise from everything and no one will knock you down. No one has a right to try to knock you down and when they try, rising above them shows you just how powerful you really are. You learn to silence your fears, you learn to stand tall in who you are and you realize at the end of the day, it just doesn’t matter. People are going to say things, they are going to do things. They are going to think things. All you have to do though is rise up. No matter how hard life hits you, no matter how hard you get kicked in the teeth, slammed to the ground. No matter what anyone says or does, you stand strong in who you are and you rise. I am so grateful to the demons that have walked with me this entire path for they have never steered me wrong and it is through their guidance, knowledge and wisdom that I enter a completely new phase of my life. One that I am still uncovering and learning about.
2018 has started off with the most amazing lesson and release I could ever receive. I really am so amazed with Mammon, Azazel, Lucifer, Satan and all the demons who I have been working with on this path. Everything they have told me would happen, has happened. Everything that they told me to do has brought me closer to the goals that I wished to attain. I know that 2018 is a year where we leave fears behind and we open the doors of creation, being ourselves, being true to ourselves, embracing the truth that we have for so long tried to hide. I look around at the business, and I see so much growth, so many things happening, so many new things that are coming. The choice of what I focus on is mine. I choose to focus on the growth, the creating and the building and let what is said be said. What will be, will be. The truth will always shine through in the end, it has to this day and it will continue.
To 2018, which will be the most amazing and incredible year so far, for everyone! Thank you for walking with us on this journey! It has only just begun, and it is going to be amazing!