Gross White Worms in my Chakras
Posted: Fri Sep 21, 2018 5:29 am
Hello everyone so I accidentally pressed the back button on my phone and all my work on this post was wiped ahhhhhh. But nevertheless i will condense everything I just wrote xD
Anyhoo, these past two months (?) have been pretty bad. I was suffering from some abnormally dark thoughts for myself, experiencing headaches, stomache issues, fatigue, insomnia, and the like. I hadn't cooked a proper proper meal for myself in forever, instead opting for quick food at the convenience store or eating chips and cookies for dinner because I couldn't be bothered.... I also noticed myself becoming so tired and emotionally distant from my friends. And I have been on and off here because I don't want to spread my negative energy here!
After this week, when I experienced the sensation of something trying to crush me in my sleep, and also sleep paralysis the next day (my vision was tinted red and I was very afraid, struggling to wake up but bound by something), AND ran into a creepy older man at the convenience store who was too interested and gave off stalker vibes, I finally finally realized! HMMMM. This is all too familiar. It fit the pattern I was experiencing last year, when I was dealing with some bad entity in my house and sludge.
I snapped out of it and did an hour long chakra meditation with Mother Hecate last night and--yep-- I found skinny wriggly White Worms in almost all of my chakras. Like... The kinds that vets pull out of animals. *Shudders* I was expecting to pull out a crap ton of black snakes like I'm used to pulling out but nah, just a bad bad case of the chakra wormies right here. AUGH why.
I'm feeling much better now with less depressive thoughts and less anxiety at last. I think I have to up the cleansings and healings for me to at the very minimum 2x a month, but preferably once a week. Space and my body. Whew.
I can think of multiple places where I contracted this stuff (I'm thinking certain people right now), and I'm hoping this knowledge will help me prevent any more things like this from happening. I can't live peacefully if this happens all the time xD
Here is some random advice I also received from the DLs and I hope it helps you too:
From Lord Satan: whenever I think of something negative about myself, I have to think "I am strong, kind, beautiful, and wise" at least 3 times
From Lord Azazel- meditate at least 10-15 min a day
From Mother Lilith- eat at least 1 fruit a day lolol. I need vitamins pretty bad i think...
And that's it for now! I am going to work on some art tonight then cleanse and shield my space. Feeling pretty good that I also meditated this morning too. I'm off to a fresh new me again and plan on not disappearing again xD It's going to be October and I HAVE to be here for the cool events!!
Anyhoo, these past two months (?) have been pretty bad. I was suffering from some abnormally dark thoughts for myself, experiencing headaches, stomache issues, fatigue, insomnia, and the like. I hadn't cooked a proper proper meal for myself in forever, instead opting for quick food at the convenience store or eating chips and cookies for dinner because I couldn't be bothered.... I also noticed myself becoming so tired and emotionally distant from my friends. And I have been on and off here because I don't want to spread my negative energy here!
After this week, when I experienced the sensation of something trying to crush me in my sleep, and also sleep paralysis the next day (my vision was tinted red and I was very afraid, struggling to wake up but bound by something), AND ran into a creepy older man at the convenience store who was too interested and gave off stalker vibes, I finally finally realized! HMMMM. This is all too familiar. It fit the pattern I was experiencing last year, when I was dealing with some bad entity in my house and sludge.
I snapped out of it and did an hour long chakra meditation with Mother Hecate last night and--yep-- I found skinny wriggly White Worms in almost all of my chakras. Like... The kinds that vets pull out of animals. *Shudders* I was expecting to pull out a crap ton of black snakes like I'm used to pulling out but nah, just a bad bad case of the chakra wormies right here. AUGH why.
I'm feeling much better now with less depressive thoughts and less anxiety at last. I think I have to up the cleansings and healings for me to at the very minimum 2x a month, but preferably once a week. Space and my body. Whew.
I can think of multiple places where I contracted this stuff (I'm thinking certain people right now), and I'm hoping this knowledge will help me prevent any more things like this from happening. I can't live peacefully if this happens all the time xD
Here is some random advice I also received from the DLs and I hope it helps you too:
From Lord Satan: whenever I think of something negative about myself, I have to think "I am strong, kind, beautiful, and wise" at least 3 times
From Lord Azazel- meditate at least 10-15 min a day
From Mother Lilith- eat at least 1 fruit a day lolol. I need vitamins pretty bad i think...
And that's it for now! I am going to work on some art tonight then cleanse and shield my space. Feeling pretty good that I also meditated this morning too. I'm off to a fresh new me again and plan on not disappearing again xD It's going to be October and I HAVE to be here for the cool events!!