Satan and Suns

I like this high tension of this meditation.
Now it was time for action. I made this as well a second time. First I chose the Warlock Power.
I felt her energy. I concentrated on my hands in my astral view I noticed the shield.
I was fighting together with the two Demoness and made our way to the elevator. Somehow I felt the salves from my hands. The Demonic Warlock Power is strong. I was focussed and concentrated.
The second time I chose the Necromancer Power. Energy was different, as well these from my hands but I cannot discribe it. We arrived at the elevator but we were confronted with the mad doctor manipulated the beings. Not nice to hear that he needs a mortal. Lucky that Jyroon was informed and took action.

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Was nicely prepared for this journey, as i had meditated on my Satanic Orb and aligned with Mutilation Companion Ey'.
At first really wanted to be infused with warlock energies, however necromancer won out.
I saw a huge moving spiraling pillar of skeletons rise up next to me. Kyldra blessed me and I felt the power come into my body and the area around. While practicing shielding and attacking, my body felt great!
The journey was long yet seemed to be over before I could think. Sometimes I just felt blanketed in a tunnel of calm, like I was in the center of the skeleton spiral pillar. Other times I could see the death energies moving away from my body at the beasts, other times I could also see the beasts themselves.
They were weirdly gross, having some rotting bits. I watched Ey' move close to one of their legs (leg-ish area not seeing a discernable leg here) and he got a good look at the infected flesh. It was like a beginning stage of true illness for immortals. Very worrisome.
My brain felt quite done at that point yet we still had further to go. Reality of actual horror, it doesn't disappear just because I want it to.
I could swear I had seen the twisted excommunicated demon earlier yet he had cloaked himself as a friendly one. He had just been watching and waiting excited.
I sent energies at the panel and wondered why it was so slow to move. A part of me was lethargic & seemed willing to just sit silent and still watching. But I kept focused and tried harder with Kyldra now helping. Again, it all seemed so slow to blast enough energy at the panel even with two of us focused on that task.
After coming to and awakening in the castle, I wondered at how quickly the disaster was just done and over. I pondered the idea of the immortals being attacked, infected, and how bad could that ever happen. And felt strange.

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Mon Oct 30, 2023 11:14 am

I'm looking @ " 503 ACCOUNT SUSPENDED " . An error I hope ? Or is that another new member for RUMBLE https://rumble.com/ ? I have several who have drifted over that way from UTUBE .

I had the same issue a few hours ago. I shut down and rebooted my whole computer system. That worked and I was able to get the videos again. Not sure what actually happened, but that worked for me!
Good luck

Hey, am happy to do this meditation.
At first I did this alone in my room with the light off, and concentrating enough I begin to feel the flows of death and demonic energy within me.

It's was like the two energies were combining and shielding me ;the death energy was soothing and shielding, why the demonic energy, I felt a kind of power and confidence.
It was like I shifted to this strange and dark place and I could sense this strange creatures trying to to harm me, but I couldn't see them.

And also I was approach by this two feminine energies as I felt it but not bodly manifested, but as a whirlwind of energy. And from there I had this voice saying, fly with us, ride the wind with us to get to safety, and I felt the death energy powerfully and shielding, I had never experience such empowerment before. And the demonic energy I felt this confidence and power to ride with the wind it was amazing, I could move very fast and the two feminine demonic energies escorted me out of that place.

And I look before me was this vast valley corroding with death essence and energies, and I had a voice from one of the the demonic whirlwind like energy saying you are save now.
And I begin to fade away suddenly found my self back.

That was quite fun. I had a moment of indecision whether I wanted to be a necromancer or warlock and ended up choosing warlock.
I bent and ran, drawing the shadows around me, they fell away every time I leveled a blast at the creatures swarming up from the depths. I couldn't see them clearly but I could feel their putrid energy. I didn't need to see them. They screamed in agony as my fire hit them but I never stayed exposed long, bouncing from shadow to shadow, drawing them around me between shots as I run along the twists and turns, my body swaying as I take the sharp angles and turns. When we arrive at last and the mad a doctor shows himself, I waste no time. There is something large and terrible coiling around him that is of the worst sort of monstrosity.
I call from the depths a monster, a giant white centipede. It rise from a shaft and attack's his creation, bringing it down and distracting him and it cages him with its long legs. I fire blast after blast at the panel and there is nothing but relief and triumph when everything finally explodes, taking the damn doctor with it.

In the end if it feel like a great victory and Zor is watching over me as I awaken in the bed.

I arrive in a space of madness. I struggle to make sense of what I’m feeling/experiencing. I intend to redo and not count this attempt because I struggle with everything, the choice of warlock/ necromancy, my connection with the two demonesses, my lack of fear, the odd distorted way my energy is moving, and the strange way that I’m participating within the meditation .

It takes a bit for me to let go of mentating and just trust my own experience. I stop struggling and choose to just let myself experience the reality exactly as Im perceiving it….. F, my chaos commander has joined me while I ponder the event after the fact and I’m swimming within his chaos energies and taking a very different perspective of myself and the experience.

I think I must redo the meditation but It’s like my mind is breaking open and with it the mind’s perception of what is taking place. It is from this place of insanity that things actually makes sense.

The attack — my mind wants to say that it’s just a game. But my heart Knows differently…. This Is Real. The words “ this is not a mistake” from meditation #3 sink deeply into my being. I believe in Me….. and that is the key to what is happening to me:
*I believe in Me*.

I feel the energy, I feel the script, and something cracking that my mind simply cannot follow but something of me has arrived and is here. It reveals itSelf. It protects me. And I channel that toward the disagreeable creatures and they just agree…. and stop attacking.
And I actually grasp the deeper meaning:
My Twin. And I. Are One.
Finally.
And that is what I am seeing so clearly. Our Monster - One creature: Me, One.
The twins are One.

And later I sense her/me again and feel an incredible amount of love.

This was incredibly freeing. I am both grateful for the benefit of these “games” that theCoven blesses us with but also deeply respectful of what I am witnessing and being benefitted by. I thank the Coven, my own Companions, and I thank the Demons of Thrunos for this experience and deeper understanding.

I shared something with Kyldra, and also with Nethairee, and Queen Zulra that deeply touches my Heart. Thank you….


…And fuck help anyone who ever interferes with the Twins again ….

I feel different after having complete this mediation.

This one was more intense than the last. A battle took place! Lots of running and fighting. Didn't think we were gonna make it out of there but we did.

Both power sets were really cool, I liked both the necromancer and the warlock, but I could only chose one. So I picked Necromancer because it just called to me more. Kyldra and Nethairee and myself fought with every fiber of our being, but those creatures were overwhelming. Together, the three of us put up enough fight to make it to the exit. It was fun blasting the monsters with energy.

That Doctor is up to no good, damn him for tormenting such creatures, no wonder they are the way they are. But even so, if they are going to attack me, I must defend myself. The last I remember is the Mad Doctor screaming "This is only the beginning! Thrunos WILL be MINE! HAHAHAHAAA!"

Waking up in the hospital bed, I felt so woozy and tired. The events felt like a fever dream. I glanced over at my battlemates, Kyldra and Nethairee were still knocked out, but recovering. The King and Queen were there to make sure we were ok, I am instructed to follow the Queen when I am done resting to receive a gift for helping Thrunos.

Picking right back up where we left off, high tension and a lot of unknowns.

Necromancer. I chose immediately and without doubt. I am a Necromancer at heart, and it felt natural to me. Plus, this way we would be perfectly balanced, with two Necromancers and two Warlocks. (Not that that factured into my decision at the time, but, it ended up working out haha.) I approached Kyldra, who smiled at me as she infused me. The infusion felt incredible, like something inside my core was waking up. I felt like walls had been lifted and my natural power had been awoken, although I was aware it was Kyldra’s.

Practicing bringing up the shield and blasting power made me very excited to begin. Sinister was grinning at me, and I could tell he was proud. I felt like, for someone being unexpectedly thrown into this, I was at least handling it well haha.

I wanted to be sure to pull my weight, trying my best to blast creatures before they got too close. Occasionally I would have to shield and then quickly switch to blasting it away from me, but luckily this was less common. I was happy enough that I was holding my own and not slowing the group down, but the amount of creatures seemed to be unending. They kept coming, no matter how many were blasted. I could see Sinister was close to Nethairee, while still keeping an eye on me, and I tried to have Kyldra’s back.

The creatures felt so wrong. They were definitely abominations. I tried not to look at them too closely and instead remained focused on properly blasting them away. I was very thankful I had chosen Necromancy since it felt so natural, I couldn’t imagine if I had chosen Warlock.

Shock at first at the Mad Doctor, but it immediately turned into anger. When I blasted the panel and everything malfunctioned, I was incredibly worried I had perhaps hit the wrong one. I continued to blast it per Kyldra’s plea. My last thought before the darkness was that I was thankful for Nethairee’s shield.

As the King and Queen explained that the creatures were under the Mad Doctor’s command, I felt a pang of guilt for having blasted so many of them. But I was very tired, and did not think of that for long before I drifted off to sleep.