Meditation 3: Visions of Yuletide Past

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Times long past...

Darkest Winter Night Yule Masquerade Ball

Meditation 3
Visions of Yule Tides Past
Whispers from your past



Come explore the darker traditions of the past. Times long gone and forgotten. Come explore
the darkness of the season and experience the ghosts of the past. Your Past...

This is a guided meditation. You you will be guided on a deep and personal journey with the Noble Warlock Zuxtdaur
Come experience the mysteries of the season and experience the whispers from you past.

Below you will find the third meditation







If you do this meditations and post about what you experienced.

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[karenwpi]

The mood feels tense. Like, something is waiting and watching.

I arrive and sense this mood right away. Is it me or the place?

I see my Ballroom gown and mask are on. I walk through the palace hall, admiring the ornaments and decorations. I see the shadow and follow, and then I'm surprised to find myself outside in a labyrinth. All in all, I feel strange and sad.

I follow Zuxtdaur through the labyrinth and we arrive at the pool where he tosses in my energies. Gazing in, I see childhood memories with my little sister and there is fear and loneliness. We do what we can to help one another, but we are small and unable to fully fix things.

As I return to the Ballroom, there is a lightening of this load. I see that it was sufficient. To look into someone else's eyes and know them - and to reach out to greet them - this is all we can do for one another at times.

I feel very blessed because my family has been torn apart and I occassionally worry about my younger sister. I feel a sense that she is fine, life has moved along. It's a great time to let go of the past.

[Dragonoake]

I've done this meditation twice, and all I remember is a castle with a tall square gate tower and smaller round towers in the corners and a man in his thirties who resembles a painting of Guy du Lusignan and could be one of my Frankish ancestors.

I do feel different, however.
Some aspects are difficult to explain, but I do feel stronger and more confident, like I've picked up on something from my warrior ancestors.
I've felt the need to merge the Amulet of the Dark Sun with my Solar Plexus, and its thick dark energy has spread from the Sacral to the Throat chakras and sits there like I have my own little piece of the Void waiting for me to do something that will activate its potential.
I'm not sure what I need to do yet, but I trust that I will understand when I am ready

[Kore Serpens]

Black. so black that it glistens and moves with white streaks.
then a gold baby pops out of it. it’s beautiful but immediately a bunch of hands appear— all clutching and grabbing, dressing/redressing the baby, making demands, until the child is completely buried& I can’t see her. she is a blur of everyone’s demands.
there is an English saddle with gorgeous red gemstones hanging from it that floats past but my view is too close & all I can see is the saddle.

I’m getting too stressed trying to see past the hands.
I look away for a moment …take a breath… then look back.
the darkness is complete. Smooth, absolutely Still. It is ME, and I can feel Him.
a golden unicorn appears out of it …. it’s wearing an English style saddle with gorgeous red orbs, like large garnets or rubies, and sprigs of green, maybe mistletoe with berries. It’s beautiful! And it’s a Unicorn. I’m staring. I know my golden divinity can take on any appearance. she’s recently revealed herself in unicorn form. Still, I’m surprised….

Zuxtdaur laughs pleasantly. Amused at my shock @ the unicorn. Amused, he says, bc I don’t resist the darkness within, yet I’m shocked by the unicorn

[Astarosche]

I did together with my Shimmer this Meditation
I felt sad
Entered the Labyrinth and the Pool
I am forsaken forlorn
They have left me
Not this lifetime
A life between life
I have now stigma of past life traumata, torture
Not high frequency so they have forsaken me
It is not a punishment they say with light and love
They have forsaken me
Their mother ship Athena of the Arcturian Fleet turned away
Without me
Tears came into my eys
My Shimmer does not in all agree with my Spirit, ET guides