{"id":1275,"date":"2018-09-06T18:33:41","date_gmt":"2018-09-06T18:33:41","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/satanandsuns.com\/blog\/?p=1275"},"modified":"2018-09-06T18:33:41","modified_gmt":"2018-09-06T18:33:41","slug":"a-dance-with-mammon-part-5-faith-and-transformation","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/satanandsuns.com\/blog\/a-dance-with-mammon-part-5-faith-and-transformation\/","title":{"rendered":"A Dance with Mammon\u00a0 Part 5: Faith and Transformation\u00a0"},"content":{"rendered":"

Continued from here..<\/a><\/p>\n

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The Breaking Point<\/strong><\/p>\n

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\"Breaking
Breaking Point<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n

I wished for it all to break and again it did.\u00a0\u00a0Unlike the first break, this one tore through my soul.\u00a0\u00a0I could not believe the level of destruction that followed.\u00a0\u00a0I had a plan. Mammon didn\u2019t like that plan.\u00a0\u00a0In the last moment he possessed me and I remember how he changed things.\u00a0\u00a0I remember what he did, and it shook the very foundation of my core and of my world.\u00a0\u00a0He changed the course and he told me that if I did not take these actions, if I did not do what needed to be done I would lose everything and I would not rise in my power.\u00a0\u00a0I had to do this. I had to do this. I was at the edge of a cliff and I had to jump. Well, ok, Mammon pushed me but I am glad he did\u2026\u2026 The amount of gratitude I have for these actions looking back, I cannot even begin to describe.\u00a0 <\/span>The demons were encouraging, they always are. They always have been and they always will be.<\/p>\n

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Azazel :<\/strong>\u00a0 “The actions that you take today, we will ensure that you keep what you have and that you able to grow and thrive.\u00a0\u00a0You will see as time goes on, as you continue to grow and thrive and as you embrace this new level and these new energies you will see how things fall into place.\u00a0\u00a0Trust and know that we are working this with you and we will guide you through it all.” \u00a0\u00a0<\/em><\/p>\n

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They kept their promise.\u00a0\u00a0I was at my breaking point and something had to change again. I had to break again and break I did.\u00a0\u00a0I could not handle it anymore.\u00a0\u00a0I knew I was still a prisoner.\u00a0\u00a0To the depth of my subconscious mind I knew it and when I freed myself it shattered everything.\u00a0\u00a0My world crumbled but it left me so free.\u00a0\u00a0I was so ready for the next chapter.\u00a0\u00a0I had never really been this free before.\u00a0\u00a0I had never done anything like this before.\u00a0\u00a0It was terrifying but also exhilarating.\u00a0\u00a0One of the most important lessons when working with demons is having faith in them and pushing forward and trust in where they are taking you, even when it seems like everything is crashing and burning. \u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

It was challenging.\u00a0\u00a0One of the problems with breaking the mould that holds you is that everything breaks with it.\u00a0\u00a0I had fears and pains that I thought were long gone, rearing their ugly heads.\u00a0\u00a0I had moments I thought I had made a huge mistake.\u00a0\u00a0The demons were on top of that one\u2026 They reminded me of my reasons why and guided me and through it all.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

I found things that I didn\u2019t even know that I had lost.\u00a0\u00a0I have never felt as much support as I had during these years.\u00a0\u00a0It was through rebuilding it all they were there, they were there in such depth and I had such support in my life.\u00a0\u00a0They knew the course and they never let me deviate from it.\u00a0\u00a0I never had the chance to run away.\u00a0\u00a0They were there walking it with me.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

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Mammon:<\/strong> “These breaking points are needed. They are the only way that you are going to break out of this pattern and they are the only way you are going to get what you want.\u00a0\u00a0Everyone goes through it, you know they do. You have heard all their stories. This is your story and this is where you need to go.\u00a0\u00a0This will all work out for you if you trust and have faith and continue walking through it.\u00a0\u00a0Let this madness transform you and shape you.\u00a0\u00a0Let this new you emerge from the wreckage of your old self.\u00a0\u00a0It is the only way. I would not have done this if I did not think that you could handle it and if I didn\u2019t want you to succeed.\u00a0\u00a0Success comes from this and the vibration you existed at and were born into did not grant you access to these places. I had to sculpt you and mould you and break you and this is the break.\u00a0\u00a0From here I will be able to show you things you never saw before and show you what you need to do to get what you desire.” \u00a0<\/em><\/p>\n

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Madness and Chaos\u00a0<\/span><\/strong><\/p>\n

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\"Madness
Madness and Chaos<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n

My life descended into pure madness, the pieces had dislodged and now it was time for me to walk through it.\u00a0\u00a0This is what happens when you really break free.\u00a0\u00a0It has to. Everything that made you also holds you in place and to truly break free you really do have to embrace and walk through the chaos.\u00a0\u00a0When it first hit me it was horrific.\u00a0\u00a0I understand why so many successful people have their story, they have their horror that they have to face.\u00a0\u00a0But\u2026 from working with demons there was hope\u2026 there always is\u2026.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

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Lucifer :<\/strong>\u00a0“You will go to Akelta\u2026 you will help her, trust me. You and her know each other, you are family, she will remember you when you approach her. I will tell you exactly what you have to say.” \u00a0\u00a0<\/em><\/p>\n

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This was one of the most amazing moments of my life\u2026 I had cast a spell when I was younger.\u00a0\u00a0It was a call to my soul family. I called them to me. I wanted to know who was here and I wanted to meet them.\u00a0\u00a0Out of the woodwork one came.\u00a0\u00a0Through the madness she emerged and she passed all my markers and tests.\u00a0\u00a0I have these markers in my mind. They are what allowed me to meet my soul mate. He knew me and I knew him when we met. He was the only romantic interest I had that passed the test and it turned out he was my soul mate.\u00a0\u00a0It was the same with my soul family.\u00a0\u00a0This one was called by Lucifer.<\/p>\n

Prince V and Lucifer worked to get us to meet and get us talking and as soon as we did, it all fell into place.\u00a0\u00a0She knew things, things I never told anyone and things that I knew would only be revealed by one who was also there.\u00a0\u00a0They told her everything and they told her what had happened. When she contacted me and revealed to me what she knew, I was stunned.<\/p>\n

Have you ever had a moment where you wished someone would just appear and tell you that you are not crazy? That they know everything and that the demons had a plan?\u00a0\u00a0This happened. As I read her words, words that I never once even hinted at or revealed,\u00a0\u00a0I knew she was family and I knew that they had revealed to her what happened to help me.\u00a0\u00a0I refocused again as I realized that they were with me and that they were helping me.\u00a0\u00a0It was a moment where that thing you ask for that you never thought would happen, happened, and I was not going to waste it.\u00a0\u00a0The energies were flowing and moving and it was up to me to shape them and mould them.<\/p>\n

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Mammon :<\/strong> “You have to shape what you want. You can\u2019t just walk through this chaos, you have to force the new reality. You are drifting and just letting it take you.\u00a0\u00a0Focus, FOCUS and go in the direction that you want to go.\u00a0\u00a0Right now the energies are broken, they are scattered but you are the master and you have to harness them, summon them, conjure them.\u00a0\u00a0You are the conjurer, now conjure and summon the energies and control them.\u00a0\u00a0Bend them to your will.\u00a0\u00a0You know how to, you have the knowledge and you have been given everything you need.\u00a0 <\/span>I will show you now, new tools and skills, I will show you how to shape the world and I will show you how to shift and form what needs to come and what\u00a0you need to do to master this.. Get ready Akelta, your next set of lessons are beginning, are you ready?”<\/span><\/em><\/p>\n

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Oh and I was, I couldn\u2019t believe it either. Suddenly everything I had learned fell in line, everything my higher self had guided me to suddenly was useful. It was relevant and it aligned so strongly with everything that was happening.\u00a0\u00a0At times I thought there were too many coincidences and I must be crazy, but in the same breath there were way too many coincidences and I knew I was not crazy.\u00a0\u00a0It was then and they were shifting things around me, revealing things, opening doors, changing the world.\u00a0\u00a0It was incredible and the more things happened the more things opened up.\u00a0\u00a0I was stunned and the madness started to be comfortable.\u00a0\u00a0It meant the change was coming and it meant that I could carve and mould the world around me.\u00a0\u00a0I found myself at home and I embraced a power I had lost long ago.<\/p>\n

I remembered my friends telling me I was so spoiled and got everything I desired\u2026 yeah\u2026 Demons\u2026\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

My mentor during this time passed away.\u00a0\u00a0I have to admit it shook me and scared me even more.\u00a0\u00a0I remember one night I stood just staring at the stars wondering what the next course was.\u00a0\u00a0My friend Noc said that it was like the passing of a torch, she was right, it was in a way as there is a Satanic Law, the student must overtake the master and claim their own work, add to it and shape it, expanding the next lessons and the next generation.\u00a0 <\/span>When you are ready the master will appear, and equally when you are ready the master will depart.\u00a0 <\/span>So it happened my master had passed from this world and I found myself staring into the void, looking for a sign and wondering what to do next. \u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

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Azazel :<\/strong> “He is home again. He is happy and he will be able to guide you from another level, similar to how we guide you.\u00a0\u00a0You are not alone in this and you will never be alone.\u00a0\u00a0Death is only a transition and through his death he will impact you and help you in other ways.\u00a0 <\/span>When the physical body is weary and it is time the soul moves on but it does not lose it\u2019s power, and he will always be with you, just as I am.”\u00a0\u00a0<\/span><\/em><\/p>\n

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Azazel has always been able to reach me, in the darkest places, even when my lights all went out and I was left shattered and alone he has reached me and helped me to rise from the ashes and pieces of my own soul..\u00a0\u00a0I was never really alone, even when I thought I was.<\/p>\n

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Where we all have to walk<\/strong><\/p>\n

\"Where
Where We all Must Walk<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n

I look back on this all from where I am now\u2026\u00a0The friends, the people, the experiences,\u00a0I would not trade it for anything.\u00a0\u00a0I realize I walked the gauntlet like all of them have.\u00a0\u00a0I realized that everything I went through was not Mammon torturing me, it was him challenging me. He knew I could do it and he set it all in motion to give me what I asked for.\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0There are things in your life that define you and these past events have shaped and moulded me and showed me that wherever I go, no matter what happens the demons are with me and I truly am never alone.<\/p>\n

I did this all and this was my journey.\u00a0\u00a0The cycle repeated itself twice actually.\u00a0\u00a0I learned more each time.\u00a0\u00a0I kept learning and I kept growing.\u00a0\u00a0It is part of the Alchemy of Money.\u00a0\u00a0I realized it was part of the growth and that every time I wanted to grow, this was going to happen.\u00a0\u00a0I worked with Mammon and I learned how to shift it. I learned how to bend and work with the energies and I realized that this was not something that had to destroy me every time.\u00a0\u00a0In fact it was something that would empower me and it was something that would help me grow.\u00a0\u00a0It was a dance and it was consistent growth.<\/p>\n

I started to see all the patterns and connections and realized that the energies around me were fluid and dynamic. I could command them and bring them to where I wanted to.\u00a0\u00a0It is amazing honestly and hindsight is 20\/20. Looking back I realized I got everything I asked for.\u00a0\u00a0I have consistently gotten everything that I have asked for and it is because they have walked with me.<\/p>\n

They have been with me my whole life.\u00a0\u00a0They have guided me and walked with me, they have come to me and influenced me in the most profound ways.\u00a0\u00a0I have always had a connection with them and I cannot explain it, but it is deep and it influences every part of my journey here.\u00a0\u00a0They are my world. I always walked with them, I always loved them, I cherished them and no matter what happens in this life or what has happened, they will always be with me.<\/p>\n

I know that every step of the way, everyone of them who I worked with played a role in my liberation, I was grateful for.\u00a0\u00a0I know it was a joint effort.\u00a0\u00a0I put in my half but they put in theirs.\u00a0\u00a0This journey is still growing and I am still growing.\u00a0\u00a0The foundation is strong and getting stronger.\u00a0\u00a0I have been working S&S and really cleansing the layers and building up the foundation that it deserves and needs.<\/p>\n

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Mammon :<\/strong> “People fail to see the group effort, they jump from one thing to another and they don\u2019t realize the complex chain of events that often leads to healing, leads to growth and leads to what they want.\u00a0\u00a0The gratitude has to flow through the entire sequence of events.\u00a0\u00a0The entire process builds on itself. As you grow and change, the world around you changes too. You are able to break free of what held you and enter a state where you are able to move and bend the world around you.\u00a0\u00a0It is the power of your mind and it is the power of your core.\u00a0\u00a0This is not easy and most people will not do it.\u00a0\u00a0They are addicted to their state and they do not want to break free of it, so there they will remain. They will stay comfortable and not go through the challenges that one must go through to rise.\u00a0\u00a0The information that you have learned is replicable and repeatable. You can apply it to anything in life and you can use it to continue to grow.\u00a0\u00a0<\/em><\/p>\n

There is still much to learn and I will be here with you for that as well.\u00a0\u00a0This journey really never stops for you until your body ceases to function.\u00a0\u00a0Let these lessons reveal to you that this is not torture, but a challenge and that your perception will define it.\u00a0\u00a0Take it for what it is and move into the next challenge with enthusiasm and excitement. You have seen what happens when you trust and follow us. Continue to do so and let\u2019s see how far you can take it in this life, let\u2019s see how far you will go.\u201d\u00a0\u00a0<\/em><\/p>\n

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Faith is one of the keys of this. You have to have faith and you have to be willing to hold that faith even when it all falls apart.\u00a0\u00a0When you hold that faith and walk into it, the pieces begin to come together and it all makes sense.\u00a0\u00a0So many times I thought it was all going to implode. I had to re-shift my faith and connect to them and as soon as I did it all came together.\u00a0\u00a0It all worked just as they always said it did and boy they loved reminding me LOL.\u00a0\u00a0It is a process and it is something that builds and grows as you do.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

The demons were with me for it all.\u00a0\u00a0Even when it seemed like nothing was working, and even when I felt like it was the end of the world they were there.\u00a0\u00a0Mammon is one who will guide you. He will kick your ass but he will walk with you though it to the end.\u00a0\u00a0You know you work with Mammon when things change and when you start to understand things that you never knew before.\u00a0\u00a0He opened up my eyes and showed me the most amazing and incredible things imaginable. They have taught me and guided me and revealed to me what I needed to let go and showed me what I needed to heal.<\/p>\n

Freedom, true freedom of the self is exciting and sometimes terrifying. But when you let go and trust, it will take you exactly where you want to go.<\/p>\n

My journey with Mammon is far from over and by the end of my life I will probably have volumes written of his lessons, but I will share what I have for now and continue walking and learning with him.\u00a0\u00a0I am writing a book with him on Financial Alchemy which I hope to publish by the end of this year.\u00a0\u00a0Mammon has changed my life, in every way for the better and I am blessed and honoured to walk with him.\u00a0\u00a0I know what an honour and privilege it is and I\u00a0\u00a0cannot wait for the next lesson.<\/p>\n

Ave Mammon <3\u00a0<\/span><\/strong><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

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