Giving in to dark side
Posted: Fri Jul 14, 2017 10:10 pm
As of late my brother is.. overstepping EVERYONE'S boundaries, and I personally want to handle him. Im extremely upset about the things he's done, and how my family disregard it, but they're just as pissed as I am, and that pissess ME off.
I can never say that I was attracted to the demonic arts, but I always remembered that I possessed this consuming fire in me. It's closer to passion than it is specifically to anger, but the only way to satisfy it is to... reasonably justify it. over the years I learned not everything is worth being ANGRY over, being considerate , not acting on impulse, and just letting it go if I don't see it ruining something longer than a year. in other words I was snuffing out that fire in me cause I knew how destructive it could be. On occasion I can't fight it. I literally feel the weight sitting inside my stomach waiting to explode,and I have to put actual effort in putting my anger on a leash. But there are times people... just....abuse it!! Give them an inch they take a mile kind of thing.
I'm positive. Absolutely sure, that I want to summon a demon to let that fire out and put him in his place. I'd really appreciate the help.
I can never say that I was attracted to the demonic arts, but I always remembered that I possessed this consuming fire in me. It's closer to passion than it is specifically to anger, but the only way to satisfy it is to... reasonably justify it. over the years I learned not everything is worth being ANGRY over, being considerate , not acting on impulse, and just letting it go if I don't see it ruining something longer than a year. in other words I was snuffing out that fire in me cause I knew how destructive it could be. On occasion I can't fight it. I literally feel the weight sitting inside my stomach waiting to explode,and I have to put actual effort in putting my anger on a leash. But there are times people... just....abuse it!! Give them an inch they take a mile kind of thing.
I'm positive. Absolutely sure, that I want to summon a demon to let that fire out and put him in his place. I'd really appreciate the help.