Re: LHP, RHP, and that vast middle ground. NO TROLLS.
Posted: Tue Aug 30, 2016 9:51 am
okay Bath I was wondering what No Trolls meant now I understand it better thanksBathosias wrote:1. Screw the unicorns, 2. My path is not about fae, pixies, unicorns, etc.
This post is about my path and choices. I've moved out of the spirit keeping world and moved further down my own personal walk with demons and the LHP. This is my home. This is what I love. I've moved on past that brief phase in my life and learned MANY valuable lessons that have led me where I'm at today. But, on my path, I'm not really interested in spirit keeping or spirit keeping topics. I'm happy to provide my views to those who are willing to listen and entertain alternative ideas - especially since I've been there. I was into the vast collective of spirits that so many keepers get into. I wrote the "this is so awesome" reviews and posts. I found myself always chasing the next big thing and collecting spirits like Pokemon. I've done all that, and I have learned, and moved on. Why did I do all of that? I wanted to believe in the dream. I bought into the fantasy. And I didn't have anything real to compare it to. Once my first demon, A, showed up, though, that view began to change. And over several months, I began to ask hard questions and got some hard answers. Then I followed through with those questions/answers and it started shifting my view. A lot has changed over the last year, and a massive transformation started a little over six months ago. I'm so grateful to my demons for helping to show me the way.
Were some of my prior experiences genuine? Yes. Were some of those spirits/entities present? Sure. Do they remotely compare to my demons? Not. Even. Close. And, truthfully, so much of what was out there wasn't really out there. And so many of the adverts I see now are just laughable. Like, pure fantasy. And yes, I find it bittering. I hate seeing people being taken advantage of. I hate when peoples desperation and dreams are prayed upon. Everyone is allowed to believe what they want. But, for me, unveiling the illusion and getting over those false fantasies was essential. And the growth that came after has been amazing and transformative. So, to my demons, I say thank you. For those who are in a similar position, I pray your demons light your path too.