Satan and Suns

This meditation is one of my favourite meditation of Satan and Sons. Thank you.
I made this several times and I want to report about making this meditation with my beloved Dark Lord Rosier. He is the Demonic God of love, friendship and soulreparation. On the top of the Ferris Wheel I am confronted with my dark Sanctuary, something long forgotten in another dimension. On our way to the Ferris Wheel I took shy his hand. Our cabin was decorated with red and black roses. On the top we were in this room with candles and an old door as a gateway. My Astral Sight was OK. Lord Rosier let me know that he stayed by my side. Behind the door there was a tunnel, then we entered a Cathedral. There was a Being waiting for me, I could not see clear, sadness was rising and then I suddenly spoke: I want to be free. Lord Rosier gave me supporting energies in my heartchakra and Solar Plexus. And...we were back on the Ferris Wheel. I put my head on his shoulder.
We stayed for a while in the Carnevale energies.

A tall medieval looking door is before me, oak wood, metal door knob with a skeleton hole key, metal hinges holding is securely in place. Words in another language I cannot identify, perhaps they are sigils or symbols, adorn the door frame, in a pretty metallic silver finish (the words ooze feminine energies). There are lavish plants surrounding the door, as if to keep it hidden from outsiders. This is MY rightful place, a place where I can heal and be safe, be myself, to just bask in the ambiance that caters to my soul and rescues me from the craziness of this world, of everything that tries to keep a person away from themselves, to prevent them from ever knowing or loving thyself.

It feels like it is eucalyptus hanging from the top of the door, of course there are protections in place. My sanctuary must be secure. The space has increased dramatically, but the overall layout and theme has stayed the same, with a few additions here and there. There is a better flow to my quarters now. This time, it is more of a, dare I say, a kinky theme oozing through, yes my sensual and sexual nature must be expressed here as well.

This time there is a large wing with giant windows and a large French door overlooking the grounds below, luscious forest below and mountains in the distance. In this new wing it is dedicate to be a space to paint and create art, something that brings me joy. I just feel so at peace and at home here, and my DC loves it as well, she loves scoping out everything and she played on the aerial hoops that hung from the ceiling. Something that really brought me joy, was the space for my inner child to play and be nurtured has grown massively, my DC brought toys for her, and I saw my inner child self happy, smiling, on the floor brushing a giant panther whom was finally released from her entrapment, this beautiful feral feline is my magical and carnal self, my intuition, and she is free, and at home here (she comes inside and outside as often as she likes), she does not mind the company at all. I feel my DC soul family and I are going to love it here. This whole meditation makes me feel so calm and reminds me that I can get what I want and I deserve to be happy.

So this one got dark fast. So I'll talk about after the ride!

So we got off and wandered around, and we came to a little ring toss stand. We played, and I got three free rings! I threw them and one my myself a black bubble eyed goldfish. With sharp teeth. I scared the poor guy running the both, as I think this one has bitten people. My companion won a little fish keychain.

He dragged me to skeeball to get tokens. Lots and lots of tokens. He then dragged me to get more prizes. I got scooped up by another companion, who won me a seahorse. My rabbit friend decided he wants two jumbo white carrots? He got some weird little deer, and a black doll looking one?? He's strange but we love him.