What Demon should a beginner like me get (when I have the money)

[Oflight Lokebrenna]

Ahem... After seeing your other current thread about your mother ah....

Perhaps... Now is not the best time to bring in demon companions.

The risk is not worth what can wait for a safer situation.

What would be a safer situation?

I'll say it again. When you turn 18 and are living independently of your family.

^^^^^^ That.

It is not worth risking your mental, emotional, or even physical well being for a binding.

Until you are 18 with your own finances and not dependent on your toxic mother for your well being, I suggest learning to work with spirits or entities unbound. Do have any deities to work with?

[Mizu-Taki]

Not really, I started to work with Lilith, I had to stop because my mom found my metaphysical notebook, took one read through it, then shredded it, so she was on high alert, which was my cue to lay low. I acted like a "normal" Christian boy, I realized I liked a girl a lot so I had my attention on her for a while, I still do but now that I have this phone I found I can continue my journey, and figure out what to do next.