I am very bad at translating dreams/memories to words and have to be in a certain cloud of mind to even talk about this (my eyes even change complete colors) let alone type it for a form. This dream is stored in the same area of my brain as my memories so unless i really focus somethings (usually words) might have faded from thought, and this dream is so long i aged quite a bit in this dream i will do my best to explain, but i think it's about time to finally get this out there and hear some thought and maybe interpretation on it. Anyway
The dream was years ago i was 8 years old when i still slept in the same room as my twin brother in my childhood home. The odd thing about this dream is it starts out like a memory before i even fall asleep. I slept on the top bunk of the bunk bed. It started out like any other night gave my parents a hug and kiss recited our bedtime prayers (an extract from psalms if i remember correctly.. Don't have time to look it up) my brother gave me a bear hug powerful enough it almost breaks my back and we get into bed the lights go off and the door is cracked. With in a few minutes my brother is out and snoring loudly. Tonight for the first time ,(and last) i remember, the door closing on its own. The room gets unnaturally dark and smoke starts to fill the room, i can see it thick and dark grey almost black, i could smell it like burning coles or something, but the smoke alarms were not triggered. From the smoke ,wich now had nearly completely filled the room, came two eyes that glowed red and pierced through the smoke like a dagger through silk, a body began to emerge long serpent like, scales light red like spilled ink from a red pen. I began to notice the smoke was coming from its nose.(if i remember ill upload pictures i have found over the ages that are similar to what i'm describing) i gazed into its eyes and could feel a tingling in my head, heard faint ringing in my ears, got light headed and ,now i could tell, i had passed out.
I woke up later with a huge headache, moved my hand to my head opened my eyes and looked around, my eyes stung when i opened them to an overgrown field. I was confused, i looked around more i was just laying in the middle of this field. The field was overgrown with grass, weeds, and bushes. In the distance i could see a large hill with a huge old tree at the top. I looked down at myself and i was still me, same as i layed down earlier, down to the blue pjs with red white and blue rocket ships i was wearing. I remember hearing what sounded like thunder and looked up, the sky was covered with a Thick fluffy light grey clouds that threatened rain, but not soon, so did the slight breeze that brushed my hair. I remember staring at the sky for ages before i saw something odd that looked like a flock of birds flying under the clouds. (Something happened right here and i can't remember what, i want to say it was a sound like thunder but worse?, that made me realize they weren't bird but flying reptiles almost like dragons and scared the crap out of me so i began to run)
As i ran through the field it started to rain light then heavy causing the ground beneath my feet to become slick and muddy. I pushed through the overgrown bushes and fell down inclines.( I remember getting snagged on some thorns and cutting my right lower leg on something, gashing it open but i couldn't tell you what.. I think i fell and cut it open on a rock but idk)
I ran to the hill with the tree but because of the injury to my leg it was more like a fast hobble. I remember the rain on my face and the warm blood running down my leg, seeing the trees leaves and branches shake in the wind violently.
By the time i reached the tree though the rain had started to die down. My adrenalin began to dissipate as i layed down at the foot of the tree leaning up against the trunk. I remember closing my eyes and falling asleep from exhaustion. I woke up what looked like hours later. And two people were looking at me with curiosity in their eyes conversing with themselves and ,trying and failing to talk to, me. They spoke in a language i didn't recognise and have long since forgotten, but i know that it was nothing like normal human language that i've ever heard.
I remember trying to stand getting up stumbling falling back and hitting my head. My eyes closed and i woke up in some weird house made of stone (think the rock fences made of random stone.. Like that but the walls of the house.) the roof was a mixture of twigs and other materials i cant remember well, the floor was just bare dirt. A rough raggedy dirty blanket/cloth separates me from the rest of the house, i remember trying to sit up and finding it was a lot easier that the time at the tree, when i saw my injury had healed rather fast and was patched, i remember hollering out “hello” or something along those lines. A girl ran in, she was one of the two at the tree who saw me, she looked about my age at the time (about 8-10 ish) they were the most beautiful person i have ever met. She had long dirty, blonde hair. Her face was covered in freckles and you could tell she was out in the sun alot, her smile was like the sun; bright warm and inviting, i will never be able to forget it. She had a cup in her hand and came to the bed and tried to talk to me, i couldn't understand. The cup had a little note attached to it with a string in strange skribbles i didn't understand either, i want to say they were like a rune or something. She pushed it into my hands and made the motion like she was drinking from a cup and pointed to the solution. I eventually drank it, my head immediately pulsed with pain the ringing in my ears blocked all noise and my sight became fuzzy, i could see the scratchings on the note twist and warp till they became the english alphabet “drink me” they said. The ringing went away and i could hear her voice. (i've long since forgotten what it sounds like) she was speaking english.
This is where the memory starts to fade i can't remember what happened but i know i spent years with these people. Seeing unbelievable things, Forests dense and full of life, villages dead and ashen from fires, a huge lake with a pillar larger than any skyscraper in the middle of it that reaches up into the clouds. Monsters and things never seen on earth before.
I remember walking with a staff like walking stick with a symbol on top, i remember walking with it and learning to fight with it. I learned magic (telepathy and telekinesis for example) (every once in a while i get a surge of telepathy irl so it's kinda weird) And fell in love with the woman. There was a small hand made village with homes like the one i was in when i woke up but not nearly as nice. People all teenagers in tattered and torn clothes of an older time occupied them, i ran eventually ran a church in the town to a god or being i have long since forgotten, i remember the symbols in in the church were of a Sun and the same design on the top of my staff. (a small circle inside a large circle that were connected with 4 lines evenly spread out connecting the right of the circles, the left of the circles, the top, and the bottom of the circles)
I spent years in this dream i aged at least to 21 as i looked in the dream nearly identical as i do now, just a little more in shape, but I have no idea what happened like how i woke up. All i remember is a warm burning green light and some foul smelling fog and yea thats all i can remember now (it comes and goes like my normal memories do)
Anyway this dream was more detailed than any i've ever had. It doesn't even feel like a dream to the point where i almost wonder if it was some weird form of Astral Projection. Even my Lucid dreams feel like dreams after i wake up so
I know this was i mess but this is my first actual post, and about something i normally would never talk about so enjoy
Thanks for sharing. If it feels real, it possibly is/was, at least to some extent.
